I Had a Friend

I had a friend,

but I've lost her.

When our eyes first met

I knew that something special had happened.

We took long walks,

or we just sat.

We talked,

or we were quiet

We made love,

or we didn't have to.

Those minuteless hours of bittersweet ecstasy

Completely drowned the world of mediocrity.

And now?

Now we live together.

We count our days in orgasms

and piled up coffee cups.

I had a friend,

but I've lost her